颓废

推掉所有的邀约，今天决心在家做个颓废女吧！-.-

宅女万岁！

A message in a bottle

I feel my throat begin to close and my eyes well up with tears because I know it is time for you to go. The look you give me at that moment haunts me. I feel your sadness and my own loneliness, and the ache in my heart that had been silent for only a short time grows stronger as you release me. And then you spread your arms and steps back into the fog because it is your place and not mine. I long to go with you, but your only response is to shake your head because we both know is impossible.

And I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself staining to remember everything about this moment, everything about you. But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone on the pier and I do not care what others think as I bow my head and cry and cry and cry.

Garrett.

By Nicholas Sparks

:'( 

Nostalgia

Due to the pain caused from my wisdom tooth extraction, I decided to stay at home on Friday night. (this is pretty rare)

It was so nostalgic browsing through my old pictures and posts on Facebook, it brought back so much memories! :'(

I was once childish, ignorant, silly, ridiculous, crazy, nonsense and all the pathetic words you can think of.

Looking back at myself, I can't stop thinking how silly I was (silly in a good way though *chuckles). Fell in love passionately, did crazy things with friends, sweet and bitter, foolish and rational, fantasy and reality. I have spent my adolescent time in such a fantastic way! Thank you for your presence in my life (each and everyone of you!)

Now, all of us has grown up to be a better person with established career, relationship and life. Some of you choose to stay in my life and some of you left. There is a Chinese saying 'All good things must come to an end'. I never regretted for any of it yet I am delighted that we met each other.

I cheerish these memories of my life, now and forever. :)

Life is like fireworks, short but beautiful! :)

Wisdom tooth is a real bitch

Sorry, bear with me.

Just went to extract my first wisdom tooth today. Up to now, I have extracted 5 teeth. Sounds terrible huh?

Guess what? Another two wisdom teeth to be extracted soon (one requires operation).

Wisdom teeth, why you no grow properly????

T.T

Follow Your Heart

Everyone has his/her own stories to tell, dissatisfaction, troubles, happiness, shits, and unspeakable pressure. We are the slaves of our lives, nothing is ever within our control or the way we want it to be.

I must always remind myself, life is too short or insignificant for us to cling on the unnecessary or to be bounded by rules and fear.

Be it good or bad, at least I tried! :)

Ps: Yay!!! Tomorrow is Friday again! We all love Fridays, don't we? :D

无奈

半夜睡不着觉，

 把心情哼成功歌

Feeling Like A College Student Again...

A two-day tutorial, three levels, twelve modules... This is me studying for Professional Credit Certification (PCC) on a Thursday night...

It makes me miss my college life so badly where no worries on car loan, house rent, petrol price and what to eat for dinner.

Dear God, can I have a time machine?

I need to write

I don't even know where to start. One thing I am absolutely sure is, I need to write.

Whenever I feel urge to write, that's because my brain is in a mess now and writing helps clear thing off.

Anything, everything...